Day 31 I Just Couldn't Leave

It doesn't matter how hard I tried to put that car in reverse, how hard I tried not to cry, how hard I focused on everything else in life, I couldn't bring myself to do it. I had to make you walk away, I couldn't be the one to leave. You always tell me you love me so much it hurts and I completely understand what you are talking about because I feel the same way.

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love." -Mother Teresa

I love you so much it hurts and in the end I find myself only wanting more...

And Jeffery, I Blue Heart love you!