Day 19 A Night Alone

Last night we got home and you weren't there, Liam was devastated! "JJ red truck not here, JJ not here!" He is going to miss you terribly when you're gone, so will I.

When he woke up in the middle of the night, he told me, "Want Mommy's bed!" When I asked him why he replied with, "JJ in Mommy's bed!"

You cuddled with him all night and talked to him while I slept. You were the perfect boyfriend and you are an amazing man for Liam to have in his life, thank you! In the morning, I had to compete with you for Liam's love and affection; I love that he loves you!

And Jeffery, I Blue Heart love you!