Day 18 A Lunch Date

I went home and had lunch with you today. I LOVED it! Sometimes it's nice to have you all to myself and not have to share with Liam or anyone else. You make me laugh, you hug me, you kiss me (today like a stroke victim) and you warm my heart.

I could tell your mouth was in some serious pain, especially after you housed that plate of mac'n'cheese! ;) Even though you had far more on your schedule to accomplish, you always make me feel like I come first and I am important to you. I could get used to this.

And Jeffery, I Blue Heart love you!

Day 17 Anything and Everything

I can tell you anything...

I feel like I live in a fairy tale. You swoop me into your arms the moment I walk in the door, we tell each other stories, you treat me like a princess. Today you bought Liam hulk gloves, the Monsters, Inc. movie and you searched high and well actually apparently low for Pride and Prejudice for me. I'm sure that was a sight to see!

You always say the right thing, do the right thing, act the right way, you are amazing. Today my mother picked up Liam and when I got home we had a chance to just cuddle together in bed while dinner cooked and talk. We talked about your job, my job, religion, hopes, dreams, the future, just anything and everything that came to our minds. It was then that I realized I can tell you anything. I am not ashamed, I am not scared, I'm not even worried of how you will react because I know you love me unconditionally. *she sighs a happy sigh*

We are now officially half-way through! It feels like such a long time, but when you have forever together, it is just a drop in the bucket of life.

And Jeffery, I Blue Heart love you!

Day 16 I am Full of Food and Love

Tonight you made me dinner...

It was AMAZING!!! You are a fabulous cook! As I predicted, dinner was perfect, on time, decadent, it came with the most amazing dessert, and you made extra for my parents. Is there anything you don't do well???

Liam hoovered his meal and even snacked on my parents food. You helped me water and prune the plants, played with Liam, and at least every ten minutes looked into my eyes to make sure I knew you loved me. I hope you realize how much I love you. I think we stand a chance at forever, a very high likelihood to be honest.

And Jeffery, I Blue Heart love you!

Day 15 It's Getting Closer

I don't want you to go...

As I write this, the day you leave is getting so much closer and so much more real. Truth is, I don't want you to go! :(

I understand you have to and I know you're coming back but I can't stand the thought of being away from you! I will undoubtably bawl my eyes out and frantically look for something to occupy my mind. How is it possible to love someone so much so fast?

You're making me dinner tonight for the first time, I can't wait! Last night you surprised me with wine and liquor-filled chocolates, tonight you're keeping dessert a secret. I'm sure you will be on time, with a perfect meal, an adorable smile and exceptional charm. How do you do it?

You do realize I'm that clumsy girl, that can't wear white (lest I make a mess), has wild curly hair, forgets her keys everywhere, is always late, rarely prepared, bites her nails, never plucks her eyebrows, doesn't have time for makeup, leaves clean laundry wrinkled in baskets for days on end, hates dishes, is a moderate cooker, terrible gardener, and who hates giving back rubs right?

I do love you though... that should count for something! ;)

And Jeffery, I Blue Heart love you!

Day 14 It's Been a While

Someone once said:

"Missing someone gets easier everyday. Because, even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer to the next time you will."

And I couldn't agree more!

I'm still here, right where you left me, waiting for you to come home...

And Jeffery, I Blue Heart love you!

Day 13 Dunkin' Donuts

You have a way with words...

You have a way with kids, you have a way of getting your way, and you have a way with Liam. Sometimes I stare at you with complete amazement, wondering to myself, "Why didn't I think of that?"

You taught Liam to swear appropriately. You convinced him to eat his dinner when I couldn't. You taught him to kill bugs when I ran screaming. You showed him that shadows aren't scary. You taught him to kick a soccer ball and to steer his car.

You are the first person in my life that Liam called out for in the middle of the night other than myself or my mother. You are a very special person Jeffery and I am so blessed and grateful to have you in my life!

And Jeffery, I Blue Heart love you!

Day 12 Walk with Me

Our first walk...

Like so many things with you, you always leave me speechless, breathless, in awe and entirely grateful. You're the first man to try and change Liam's diaper, the first man to "want" to go for a walk with me, the first man to really care. You fixed my hot water heater, I am so soooo grateful. You help me with everything and you make me feel like a part of a team. You make me want to be a better person. You make me want to work out, want to cook dinner, want to make you happy, and want to be a better mom. You make me want to be a better me and I couldn't imagine a better you!

Happy One Month Hunny!!

And Jeffery, I Blue Heart love you!